After years of being locked out of my own blog, I finally figured a way back in. A familiar relief only familiar words could provide. Welcome home. I’ve missed you my dear friend.
Many things have happened since my last entry. Connections severed & hopes crushed. Listless, lifeless languishing birthing new pain that’s indescribable & inescapable.
I am but a hollow soul with a heart that’s barely beating.
I find it ironic that I thought I would be flooded with words from years past, yet I am maimed by the silence my existence has become.
How do I turn my pain into poetry? There was a time I was capable of this but it’s been so long that my creativity has been overgrown with cobwebs.
Oh if only I had Charlotte on my side.
