Wednesday, August 25, 2010

F*ck

It's past midnight and there's a piercing pain gnawing at my abdomen. Surely this isn't happening again.
Surely someone, something, anything has to give.

I had to fight off the urge of going to the ER once again after being told to do so by the Dr on Call from my normal OB. That was the option i was given or to show up first thing in the morning and hope to be seen.
I'm taking the second option. Insurance companies are bitches and  I highly doubt after being charge nearly 12k for a ER trip they'd be so gracious to front the bill again.

Why can't they figure this shit out?
 It's getting old not having my body be able to keep up with my mind anymore. Its as if everything and every one's running circles around me and soon enough will pass me by.
Who wants an old broken down piece shit?
 Better yet who wants to have to constantly deal with it?
 It's my body and even I don't how could anyone else?