It's a struggle to find the desire to get out of bed on days like today when the dull lullaby of raindrops is still persuading you to stay safe and warm. 10a passed and I finally told myself it was time to face a new day.
There's a change that has to be made. I know this deep within but I don't know how to make my thoughts a reality. Sometimes I wish I was some lunatic character on some VH1 reality so my life could seem normal amongst drama-flooded lives.
Although the rain continues to fall ever so steadily outside, my thoughts are caught up in a still frame trap.
Some days it pours out laboring my typing fingers so fast it's hard to keep up. Others it's like poking a dead man for a response.
Nothing.
Nothing may be the better of the two for now. At least I can say I am somewhat at peace today.
Only time will reveal what this day holds and where myself and my mind will wonder to.
There's a change that has to be made. I know this deep within but I don't know how to make my thoughts a reality. Sometimes I wish I was some lunatic character on some VH1 reality so my life could seem normal amongst drama-flooded lives.
Although the rain continues to fall ever so steadily outside, my thoughts are caught up in a still frame trap.
Some days it pours out laboring my typing fingers so fast it's hard to keep up. Others it's like poking a dead man for a response.
Nothing.
Nothing may be the better of the two for now. At least I can say I am somewhat at peace today.
Only time will reveal what this day holds and where myself and my mind will wonder to.
