Paranoia has grabbed me by the neck today and firmly planted me inside the shaded hideaway of my home.
A simple invite to an outdoor barbeque has set the ball of distortion in motion. It's rolled right over what little chances I had of wanting to enjoy this nice weather.
My mind's playing pinball with my sanity. A spring loaded contemplation.
Bouncing. Upwards. Falling. Backwards.
I suppose I've played Miss Ignorant in knowing the answers to my own questions. Of course no one wants to be with someone they can't enjoy life with.
It's hard to take a shadow to dinner or pry a hermit from it's shell. Though I long for a different scenario perhaps the one I have is best.
Wanting's always set aside from Needing when the fine prints read.
Wanting to feel love is impossible without loving yourself. You can't give what you don't have nor can you receive it.
I'm not sure what to do with the hours left in this day. I've become a nocturnal creature only moving within the darkness.
A simple invite to an outdoor barbeque has set the ball of distortion in motion. It's rolled right over what little chances I had of wanting to enjoy this nice weather.
My mind's playing pinball with my sanity. A spring loaded contemplation.
Bouncing. Upwards. Falling. Backwards.
I suppose I've played Miss Ignorant in knowing the answers to my own questions. Of course no one wants to be with someone they can't enjoy life with.
It's hard to take a shadow to dinner or pry a hermit from it's shell. Though I long for a different scenario perhaps the one I have is best.
Wanting's always set aside from Needing when the fine prints read.
Wanting to feel love is impossible without loving yourself. You can't give what you don't have nor can you receive it.
I'm not sure what to do with the hours left in this day. I've become a nocturnal creature only moving within the darkness.
