Absurd selfishness comes to mind when I look back at my previous words.
I should have bitten my tongue and waged the bitter war against myself and not those around me. Sometimes when I'm in another state it feels damn near impossible to overcome.
Imagine a glass window, clean and clear with the sun shining through. You can see in it, through it and out of it. A nice calm view. Then suddenly out of no where comes a raging dust storm clouding and engulfing everything in site.
Swirling, Spinning, Darkness.
Now that window, once clear is dirty and stained like those of the great depression.
Haziness. Dense nothingness. Filthy Apathy.
There's only waiting.
Wondering when it will pass with no sense of how or where to begin cleaning up the aftermath.
This process, it's something I have yet to figure out but so desperately try and try again.
Learning is a never ending cycle.
Mistake. Take note.
Repeat. Recoil. Repent.
Write. Read.
Attempt to over come.
Try to understand.
I should have bitten my tongue and waged the bitter war against myself and not those around me. Sometimes when I'm in another state it feels damn near impossible to overcome.
Imagine a glass window, clean and clear with the sun shining through. You can see in it, through it and out of it. A nice calm view. Then suddenly out of no where comes a raging dust storm clouding and engulfing everything in site.
Swirling, Spinning, Darkness.
Now that window, once clear is dirty and stained like those of the great depression.
Haziness. Dense nothingness. Filthy Apathy.
There's only waiting.
Wondering when it will pass with no sense of how or where to begin cleaning up the aftermath.
This process, it's something I have yet to figure out but so desperately try and try again.
Learning is a never ending cycle.
Mistake. Take note.
Repeat. Recoil. Repent.
Write. Read.
Attempt to over come.
Try to understand.
