Tuesday, October 19, 2010

can't do this

Fuck, I can't think.
I've been sitting here all day trying to make heed of the presentation I have to do for work yet only a sentence has come out since 10a.
I hate this,
I hate myself for creating this.
The silence.
It's deafening, it's so loud my head is throbbing and my mind is shaken in the wake.
I can't take much more of this self induced insanity.

I miss you. You were wrong for me or were you?
Were you wrong because you understood? Because we understood.